Truth hurts so much more than I can even imagine. I actually paused so many times trying to write this so here we go. We met on tinder. It's an apps where you can choose who you like and when you liked each other you can start chatting. So did we. The whole time I didn't know that he was in a relationship. He said that she was his best friend so i don't mind. And then we carry on. Things we did was way too embarrassing for me to write here so just assume that we did something that had crossed the line. That even a couple should've done that. Just now I was bored that I scrolled my instagram. Then I saw his ig isn't private anymore so i stalked. I saw his girlfriend's photo. They never broke up they've been in a relationship for two fucking years and maybe more. What the hell was he thinking. I don't care about me. I care about her. What would she feel when she knows that he was cheating on her? He cheated because she was so far away in Ireland. Ya allah what have i done forgive me for my sin i swear i didnt know. I hope she's fine.
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