Killed Two Birds With 1 Stone

My oh my..
I think I just lost two important man in my life. My boyfriend & my friend. I just don't know what I want in my life. When I don't have it I swore with my life to take care of it once I had it but when I actually did I screwed up.. all the fucking time. Well, I don't actually screwed up with my boyfriend because if he wasn't proud to have me then why stay he's simply not worth it but my friend.. I think I just scares him away. I mean woahh.. bleeding? Of course it scares him! What the hell am I thinking. But yeah again, if he's worth it he'll come around. Now i have to ace my law paper tomorrow morning. Wish me luck! Xoxo